i've learnt something though..
i shouldnt be focusing my efforts and feelings on ppl who dont matter..
why do i try so hard anw?
i see no point anymore.. since they're not even concerned...
instead, i should be focusing on what i have..
and treasure all the wonderful friends i have right now..
as in..
what is better??
having lots of plain friends? or having a few but amazing, wonderful and caring friends?
maybe as i am human... i'll always be demanding for more and more...
but if i keep doing that.. when will i be satisfied??
now,i choose the latter.

i should learn how to forgive and forget..
the more they act that way.. the more gracious i must be..
well, on one hand, at least i wont be playing into their stratagem
and on the other i'd be a happier person..
besides, "happiness comes from concentrating on what i have, not on what is missing."